[Verse 1]
I can’t see out my windows at night
The lights just fog up
For all I know, the argument outside is just my mind
We watch the silhouette circle our bed
You pull the covers over my head
[Pre-chorus]
Oh, I never thought I’d (thought I’d, thought I’d)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I’d hold you
But I’d just cross my arms
At least you’ll stay with me and brace another day
[Chorus]
I’ll be my flower
I’ll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I’ll be my flower
I’ll be my flower
It’s a nuisance that I can’t get quite as high
At least I’ll stay with me and brace another day
[Verse 2]
I can’t rely that my past lover would like me
But despite this, I surrendered my serenity for the chance she might approve my improvements
But lately, I’ve just decided I should like me
[Pre-chorus]
Oh, I never thought I’d (thought I’d, thought I’d)
Become my own lover (lover, lover)
If I could I’d hold you
But I’d just cross my arms
At least you’ll stay with me and brace another day
[Chorus]
I’ll be my flower
I’ll be my flower
An illusion that I say to save myself
I’ll be my flower
I’ll be my flower
It’s a nuisance that I can’t get quite as high
At least I’ll stay with me and brace another day
[Bridge]
Perhaps it’s only changing of the name
Does it matter if the feeling’s still the same?
Obsessed with whatever fills the hole
Parasocial and obsessed with loving ghosts.
credits
from parasocial,
released October 15, 2021
Written by Cameron Bishop Crowley
Produced by Bishop Ivy
Mixed+Mastered by Ground Control
New York duo showcase an enigmatic blend of math rock guitars, pop-punk sing-a-longs, emo confessionals, and even rave-ready synths. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 15, 2023